Monday, June 18, 2012

19 June 2012


19 June 2012

It’s my turn again to offer my infrequent comments to the blog.   I am the Elder of this missionary couple, in two ways. 

     Everyone is all excited about seeing Bro. L. become baptized on the 30th of this month.  So are we.  We have looked forward to it and prayed for it and hoped for his family because his son will be baptized on that day.   His wife and parents in law have waited for this to happen and now it seemed that the vision was fading away.   We have given him two lessons and a lesson on stop smoking and now the dream doesn’t seem to be materializing.   He told us that he would stop smoking yesterday morning so I called him at his work and asked him how he was doing.    The reply was negative and he brushed my call away saying that he was too busy to talk.   We felt that he had failed himself and us because we stayed another day in Bridgetown to be able to help him through the first day of abstaining and to give him the 3rd lesson last night that would give him courage.   We were disappointed to say the least  and turned the rest of our day to other investigators and duties.   We then visited the Lakes, who made us feel welcome. She is reading regularly from the Book of Mormon and he is willing to keep trying.  They seem to like our coming and I believe they will some day accept the gospel.   They are inviting us to come back this weekend to attend a “Winter Christmas in Bridgetown” presentation this Saturday.  Bridgetown merchants do this kind of thing to attract tourists because Bridgetown is so cold in the winter and things slow down to practically nothing.  Our branch president is in the hospital this weekend with angioplasty surgery and the other counselor is out of town so he has asked me to come back out to conduct the meetings. 

     Our visit last night with Bro. L was approached with apprehension and concern.  We thought that he might tell us that he was through trying, or that he didn’t want us pushing him, or that he would just ask us to not come anymore.   We were cordially invited in to his home and we just decided to clear the air and set our lesson aside.   We prayed and then told him how we felt.  He opened wide up with us.   The spirit was strong and he expressed that he didn’t want to just join the church because everyone wanted him to do it.   He really wants to know for sure.  He said that he hasn’t had the witness yet that everyone talks about and he wants it.   He wants to quit smoking because it is the right thing to do.   He said that he feels that he can do it without all of the pressure from family, us, and expectations of being ready for a baptismal date.  I looked at him and saw a real sincerity and dignity in his eyes.

     It was after this expression of his desire that my dear companion asked if she might tell her experience with receiving the witness of God’s spirit.   As she began to tell her experience as a young adult in Washington State, she was startled by attacks of her neuralgia in her jaw.   They became quite strong and I thought that I might have to finish the story for her but she grabbed her neck with her fingers and pinched the affected area.  She held it tight while she continued to pour out her sweet powerful testimony.  As she finished, both he and I were touched   by the power of her feelings and love for the spiritual witness that she gave and which we felt.     I had to express my silent witness and appreciation at remembering what happened to Joseph Smith in the grove as the adversary tried to bind his tongue and keep him from speaking the words of his prayer to God.   Brother Lishman said that he wasn’t giving up and that he would continue to read the Book of Mormon and pray.   He wants us to help him.   We told him that we are going to be patient and so is the Savior who loves him dearly.    After these commitments, we knelt in prayer and Bro. L offered it.   Our prayers in his behalf are being answered.     

3 comments:

Michael Maloy said...

Nice to hear from the "other half" of the Ashby missionary team! We hope Sister Ashby is feeling better, as well as your investigator, Brother Lishman. While serving in Washington, D.C. we used to make "Holy Smokes" for investigators who needed to quit smoking. Our fake cigarettes when unrolled contained inspirational thoughts. Clearly, Holy Smokes were the product of young and innocent minds, unfamiliar with the real and personal struggle of overcoming powerful naddictions. But somehow it seemed to help. Looking back, our investigators must have been impressed with how much we cared for them, and that we were willing to do almost anything to help them. I am sure Brother Lishman will benefit from your love and efforts.

Dawn Smith said...

Dad, it was fun to read your account! Thanks for sharing about Mom giving her strong testimony when she was young. That must have been tough to share when she was feeling so much pain! You are both an inspiration!

Angie said...

Love hearing from you dad! I hope mom is doing okay.